an unmotivated worker's lament

i only go to coffee bean for two reasons: to accompany my husband for his caramel machiatto or the like, or by myself when i have a lot in my mind and just need some time to pause and reflect. today i went to coffee bean for the latter reason. today i sat there while sipping my mocha latte (that's the only thing i'd order whenever i go there, even after going thru the list of menu a few times...i know..i'm so not adventurous). anyway, as i was saying, today i was reflecting on my work...well, to be more precise..my working environment..things are looking rather cloudy at the moment and i wish the situation will get better...even though i don't really have much confidence with that happening. i know i'm talking in circles..haha...let's just say that now i can really relate to the phrase "you can't trust anyone but yourself". someone i know who is wise and look up to gave me a very worthy advise which i think will help me get through this. but i also am sticking to a few other advise like "what goes around, comes around...and if you can't beat em, join them!" :p